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Justify
02:58
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Frightened and alone, accepting fault
Desperate, a wounded animal, lashing out
No control of myself, actions wild n crazy
Erratic thoughts explode n commit to amaze me
Pushing love away, fear of the unknown
Hoping it will come back to me, my minds blown
Wishing on a star in a world gone to waste
Treated like a whore… with a bitter taste
Please don't wake me from my dream
I'm happy here or so it may seem
My loneliness, a place of confusion
I justify every lucid delusion
Knowing right from wrong, it makes no difference
Quiet in a crowd, waiting admittance
Moments alone, reaching out to reacquaint
Under pressure, overheating, about to faint
Imagining the two of us together
Lost in a dream where I'm loved forever
My dreams are far and few between
Where your my king and I'm your queen
Please don't wake me from my dream
I'm happy here or so it may seem
My loneliness, a place of confusion
I justify every lucid delusion
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Evil Edna
03:02
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Go on, get out of my mind, all my life you haven’t been so kind
Close my eyes I’m turning blind, losing hope as I fall behind
Fight the devil in your eyes, you have to fight there’s no compromise
Fight the voices that take control, you have to fight or you’ll lose your soul
Conversations in my head are to me moments of dread
Look at me I’m seeing red, moving on with words unsaid
Fight the devil in your eyes, you have to fight or you’ll be ate alive
Fight the voices that take control, you have to fight or you’ll be taken whole
So loud voices gaining power, in need my heart is turning sour
Hanging on it’s a desperate hour, giving up so I just allow her
Fight the devil in your eyes, you have to fight there’s no compromise
Fight the voices that take control, you have to fight or you’ll lose your soul
Fight the devil in your eyes, you have to fight or you’ll be ate alive
Fight the voices that take control, you have to fight or you’ll be taken whole
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Hellish Haze
02:34
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It's a blurry haze looking out a window screen
Working hard to decipher what my life means
Waiting for clouds to change, feel like I'm smothered
Sittin here all alone, callin for my mother
I reach for a knife to inflict a mean one
Hard up, to want to end my life, the thoughts a strange one
This mental anguish eats me alive, and I don't know how I'm gonna survive
Clouded with the past, there's questions unasked
My minds harassed, I'm like an outcast
My thoughts are dark - fires out
I've lost my spark - no doubt
Another day, that's pointless
These fake smiles, I could care less
These wasted hours, wasted days
I'm living in a hellish haze
Surrounded by people but I feel so alone
Suicidal thoughts chill me to the bone
I wish I could change the way I think
But I imagine a knife and blood in the sink
Put that together it's not a cry for help
I'm just trying to tell you I was on my way out
Clouded with the past, there's questions unasked
My minds harassed, I'm like an outcast
My thoughts are dark - fires out
I've lost my spark - no doubt
Another day, that's pointless
These fake smiles, I could care less
These wasted hours, wasted days
I'm living in a hellish haze
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Love Fades
03:06
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Something happened, different than yesterday
All my worries up and went away
I’ve broken down this wall I’ve built
I won’t be burdened by your petty guilt
Moving along on my way to the top
Nothing you can say will make me stop
I’ve hear your lies fore you open your mouth
So take a hint and get out of my house
Life is a puzzle and at times it can be a struggle
I just take the time to breathe in slow and solve my problems anywhere I go
You’ve pushed my limits for way too long
The things you say always come out wrong
You make excuses for the way you act
Now we are through and that’s a fact
Tired of losing sleep, I need silence
I’m broken down from the violence
I’ve had enough of this charade
There’s no love here, I’ve watched it fade
Life is a puzzle and at times it can be a struggle
I just take the time to breathe in slow and solve my problems anywhere I go
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To Stay or To Leave
03:19
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Your faced with decisions, to stay or to leave
Tired of wearing your heart on your sleeve
You decide to stay and make amends
But your hearts not in it your barely friends
Stuck between dreams and cold nightmares
Bruised and battered everyone stares
They ask their questions, you tell them lies
Until the day your abuser dies
Happiness a trap that keeps denying
Trapped in place, confused still trying
Disguising fear with anger underlying
Caught in a web of mistrust, paralyzing
They buy you flowers and diamond rings
But the pain you feel inside hurts and it stings
You try so hard to forgive and forget
But your life is full of memories of regret
One day at a time you tell yourself
If you had the courage you’d cry for help
Stuck in a cycle of raw misery
Why your life’s this way is a mystery
Happiness a trap that keeps denying
Trapped in place, confused still trying
Disguising fear with anger underlying
Caught in a web of mistrust, paralyzing
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